Let It Out
Practice Indulgent of course, but I am sick of feeling like I am the "practice" girl. The first girlfriend. The first wife. The one you lost your virginity to. The one you practiced on - and got WRONG. But it's okay as you got the practice in for the next one. The next time you fall in love or want to get your leg over - you'll have the experience from Rose. Even though honestly you were pretty shit. In both ways. At least you got some miles under your belt. You put the time in and let out your frustrations and anger on the first girl. The one in the front line cheering you on, the one who stood in the background letting know she was there. The one you left in the dust. But honestly what kind of man wants to focus on someone who doesn't really care or value themselves? That might be the most important question of all. On Lockdown To Rose, I think I am going to put you on lockdown. Down girl. Wind your neck in and cool off as it's not doing you any good. And ...